Death is not a reality, but the absence of a reality. ~Thomas Merton
They say I’m not dead yet,
but surely this is hell.
Not the inferno they preach,
but a sterile hallway, narrow
and lengthening beyond
my poor eyesight.
They say at the end of it,
there is light, but I’ve been there
and I can tell you, it’s a white wall
decorated with an oil-painted face
of God, hung to remind me of his absence,
how even he’s abandoned this place.




